Goodnight Punpun-Volume 5 (2-in-1)
Reading this is hard. Not because it's bad, far from it, it's pretty much perfection, but after you finish each volume, you just feel like total ****. It's just utter despair. The characters are amazing, because they're not morally black or white, and they feel so human because of it. They do bad things, things they regret, yet you still genuinely feel for them. Following the cast from childhood into adulthood really lets you grasp just why these characters ended up in the awful situations and becoming flawed people. Even though this volume ended on what should be a happy note, it has such a sour twist to, that despite the small flicker of happiness, there is so much sorrow still. It's genuinely powerful and moving stuff. Even though I can relate less and less as each subsequent volume deals with more adult and serious topics, it still just impacts me to my core after every volume. With only 3 volumes left, I can only hope for a somewhat happy ending, but I am just not sure such a thing can even happen at this point and if it did, it just wouldn't tonally fit. As much as I would love to recommend this, this absolute hollowness you feel sometimes can be hard to bare. I don't know if it's just me (and I'd certainly like to hear from others about Punpun) but damn, I'm just kinda at a loss.