animefreak17 said:
dude i have 0 self esteem -
im a dumb ass
a ugly son of a B****
im stuck in doors all the time,
i cant help stuttering,
but when im on here i have 80% self esteem
no one can see me
i can write whats on my mind,
im happy where i am, talking to you guys
yeah its sad waste of a life but hey what can ya do.
at least your brave to show your face
Only 2 things I'll say to this:
1: You can keep putting yourself down with the same excuses/reasons as the rest of us introverts (me included) and stay inside with 0% self esteem, or you can give yourself that 80% self esteem boost offline by setting you mind to something other than just being "stuck." I mean, you posted a vid about what you got in the post once, right? You sound pretty normal to me, so dont get bummed down of it. If you really want opinions of how you are (dont let me saying this pressure you to do so), but I bet if you posted a pic of yourself, you'd be surprised that you're the only one putting yourself down.
2: I dont like it when people say they're living a "sad waste of life," and then shrug it off with a "but hey what can you do?" The answer is plenty, as there's endless possibilities out there to deal with. Some will be restrictive, but all you need to do is one thing: to think, to step out, to learn something, to read, to write, to record, to make, to talk about.
Heck, you've done one thing already, and that's joining this forum, and glad to have you here. So what's stopping you from making more of yourself?
Back on topic: Got a few of my newer pics of me, although they are a few months old. May put up new ones soon - see where the future takes me.
These are me when I finally got up Glen Nevis (not the mountain, the hill walk nearby.)
And once there, I had to stake a claim... NOBODY'S TAKING MY ROCK!! (Unfortunately, it's too heavy to take home...)
That's me with my hair up "punk" style. But on most lazy days, I just look like this (+ goatee)