ayase
State Alchemist
Would you have said the same of me a few months back CG?
I'll get back to this when I have more time, but from my POV I'd put it down to the fact that I didn't have things as bad, that Aion does have a recognised disorder which I don't (not something experiences create) and that while I am actually pretty cynical and prone to depression I have found outlets which stop me from behaving in a negative way towards others, mainly through listening to music (calming) and playing computer games (venting aggression). And I do this because I do want to connect with (and not alienate) people who I think are compatible with me. The last thing I would want to do is drive those rare people away.
I'll get back to this when I have more time, but from my POV I'd put it down to the fact that I didn't have things as bad, that Aion does have a recognised disorder which I don't (not something experiences create) and that while I am actually pretty cynical and prone to depression I have found outlets which stop me from behaving in a negative way towards others, mainly through listening to music (calming) and playing computer games (venting aggression). And I do this because I do want to connect with (and not alienate) people who I think are compatible with me. The last thing I would want to do is drive those rare people away.