After a month of having started a new job (am now in my 5th week), I've started getting really bad tension headaches and sharp pains in my head. It turns out that I'm having tension headaches that are pretty much incurable, but it's obvious that they're caused by work (as I only tend to have them while at work). The sharp pains are most likely caused by an eye condition I have called ocular motor apraxia, where the signals between the eye and brain get mixed up (so if I turn my head left, my eyes move right, for example) and tend to happen when say, I'm walking and talking with someone, then turn to walk somewhere else but am still talking to them. It also happened today while my boss was having a word with me about a few things I messed up on last week (which were addressed and resolved when they happened, so why mention them again? 9.9).
So I come into work today and I noticed that since I was off, someone decided to completely re-organise my desk. My manager told me it was a bit too disorganised before, except that it wasn't at all. I just didn't jam everything into the drawers like whoever re-organised my desk did, because I value ease of access over aesthetics (basically, whoever re-organised it just took what I normally had laid out on the desk itself and stuck them in my drawers). I also didn't like how they had went through the drawers in my desk - there's nothing too confidential in them (just my apprenticeship work folder), but I do keep it locked for a reason (another person in the department has the spare key in case I lose my original). I respect the privacy of everyone else in the department, so I'd like it if they respected mine.
I saw my GP after work today and she basically told me that medication will only aggravate a tension headache in a lot of cases and the only cure really is to tackle the thing causing them, but as work is unavoidable, to change my life-style habits, like take a walk during my breaks (which is impossible, due to working on the top floor, which is tiny. By the time I get to the ground floor and shove my lunch down my throat, it's time to go back up). She basically said that if it doesn't sort itself out in a few weeks, that it might be worth looking for a new job.
Also, at work I had to sit through a 2 hour lesson on the different kinds of filing stationary and filing cabinets, as well as go through a booklet which basically consisted of me sorting lists out into alphabetical or numerical order. Excuse me, I have an A-Level in English and a GCSE in Maths, I know this stuff and any 6 year old probably does too.
So basically, I'm screwed. My older brother is having similar problems with his job too, with tension headaches and stuff. I guess it's because both me and him are more creatively geared people (him musically, me linguistically) that doing things that are so mundane and uncreative are the opposite of stimulating.