Nana
"If you had been born a man, you would have been the love of my life."
This story broke me.
Two young women called Nana happen to meet on a train while both moving to Tokyo to chase their dreams. One is the vocalist in a punk band; the other (who ends up with the nickname Hachi) is following her boyfriend who moved to Tokyo ahead of her. In some ways they couldn't be more different, but when they bump into each other again while looking for a place to rent, they decide to live together to split the cost. What follows is one of the most powerful and compelling romance dramas I've ever seen. The two Nanas struggle to find work and deal with their tumultuous relationships, all the while building a bond with each other that seems stronger than anything they have with their boyfriends. It starts as friendship, but soon Hachi becomes an obsessive fan of Nana's singing, while Nana becomes increasingly possessive of Hachi. It becomes clear that they need each other more than anyone else, but the other things going on in their lives keep threatening to pull them apart.
The show begins with an equal mix of romance, comedy, and drama. Around the halfway point, something happens to upset that balance and the comedy is dropped almost entirely for a long time. This part reinforces how important the comedy was, because without it the drama in Nana borders on being almost unbearably intense. A lot of that comes down to the story eschewing more traditional romance tropes in favour of something more mercilessly real, and by having its protagonists be more complex and flawed than we normally see in romance anime.
It's riveting. Despite being 47 episodes, I tore through it in three days, which is highly unusual for me at this point. Unfortunately, Nana shares a critical flaw with 99% of anime: it has no ending. That always hits hard with a great show, but it's much worse in this case for two reasons. First, it's so compelling and so much longer than the typical modern anime that the viewer has time to become more invested in the lives of all these characters. Second, while the rest of the source manga is available in English, that too is an incomplete work, and looks like it always will be. The manga abruptly went on hiatus in 2009 when the author was hospitalised with an undisclosed illness for a year, and as of 2022 that seems to have been a career-ending condition.
The final couple of episodes of Nana do tie up a couple of plot threads, but a dozen more are left hanging, including some that had only been introduced in the last few episodes. Critically, whatever tone the author wanted to end the original manga on, the cut-off point for the anime is extremely downbeat, bordering on flat-out tragedy. In a genre where the promise of a happy ending is practically sacrosanct, this was the final gut-punch. There's a solid argument that Nana was always building towards tragedy (the ominous narration at the start of each episode supports that), but that doesn't take the sting out of the blow, and if anything it hits harder because this isn't how the story as a whole was supposed to end.
In terms of the part of the story that exists, this is a 10/10 show. But there's no getting past the fact that this is a story fragment, not a complete story, and the better a show is the more that hurts.
9/10