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So last night in work, I’d closed up my area and headed to the main bar. I work as a barman/catering assistant in a theatre and we’re all deployed on different areas when there’s a show on. The idea is that when we close up our own areas we go to the main bar to help out there for the last hour...

The main theme/title screen music from one of my favourite games recently. So relaxing to listen to but gives you so many feeling as well!

It’s not even so much the number - every year I get to know more and more people, so if anything the number should INCREASE? My average is usually in the fifties, I think the most I ever had was in the seventies. Even taking away the number, a lot of the people I wanted/expected to hear it from...

That depends... is water wet?

Birthday yesterday, day was fun overall - only problem being only about 43 Facebook friends took the time to post happy birthday on my wall (out of over 1000). That, to me, was very disappointing - firstly, the majority that took the time were people I hardly speak to, so it didn’t carry the...

How quick is February going, considering January has about 500 days? I’m 25 a week tomorrow and I’m half excited half thinking “oh my god I’m getting to the older side of being young help”

Not strictly anime or manga but I pre-ordered Super Robot Wars X last night. Won’t be here till early May but that’s plenty of time since I’m yet to finish Super Robot Wars V, which I got for Christmas.

One of the best main menu themes from any game IMO, I played Soul Calibur V a hell of a lot back in the 360 days as well so the nostalgia makes it even sweeter. Although I think Soul Calibur IV is the better game in terms of story and character roster, V undoubtedly has the better character...

If you’d read my earlier posts in this thread you’d know that A) if I was REALLY a 5/10 none of this would be happening, since even though attractiveness is subjective enough people have obviously thought otherwise to convince me of it, and B) it’s not that I don’t have a “track record”, it’s...

It’s both - feeling like that is a mental habit I’ve had most of my life, but I find it hard to adapt my train of thought to what I know to logically be true purely cause I’ve believed it for so long. In short, my head is conflicted. I don’t LIKE thinking that way and I know exactly how it...

I’ve NEVER lived my life, in any sort of way, under the mindset of “I have to EARN this, if I want this to happen it has to be ME who does it, I’m in control of my own life and I’m going to STEER IT in the direction I want” - and you say “the rest of you”, I specified earlier in this thread that...

I might love the flavour I love, but that doesn’t mean I’m not gonna look at other flavours and wonder what they’re like. And whether they’re exaggerated or not, there’s still some truth to them. They still have more experience than me, and that bugs me. I was raised to think I’m insanely good...

If it’s so shallow why do people keep going for that approach? And why do girls keep falling for it? And why does it seem such an attractive lifestyle despite a lot of my inner workings telling me I shouldn’t do it?

See, I could be with someone right now and I could feel happy, but knowing they were the only person I’d been with would bug me. I’m not the sort of person who’s bothered about a partner’s past experiences, but MY OWN lack of experience would make me feel insecure. How can I be happy with...

I’ve actually not had much bad luck on Tinder, at least in terms of matches. I don’t get several every day or anything like that, but I’ve had quite a lot over the last few years... however I’m also one of those people who swipes left on everyone, so a lot of the time I find myself umatching...

They might not so much as “make me feel bad”, but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel it. Most people that know don’t say anything but at any point if my lack of experience comes up, I feel embarrassed. I feel like I have a hell of a lot of making up for lost time to do but every time I get close to...

Exactly, why would I want to have the same flavour over and over when I can try different kinds? Well for one thing, I’ve spent my entire life around guys like that, hearing about things they’ve done with girls and the stories they have to say and not having anything to contribute with makes...

I’m less fussed about wanting “the right” person. I just want to look at other guys and know I’m not less experienced than them, and occasionally I want to look at a girl and know I’ve kissed them, or slept with them, or anything in between. Every fibre of my being is screaming at me that this...

So let me see if I’ve got this right - plenty of experience, lots of different partners offering lots of variety, feeling good at knowing I’ve got the skill, looks and history of being with lots of people and having the stories and experience to back it up; Why WOULDN’T I want that?

I’ve considered “putting it on the backburner” several times, and I HAVE tried that. While, in a sense, it means I’m not thinking about this 24/7 which is nice, it also means I’m continually coasting through life not getting anything done about this. Sooner or later, I’d clock on that EVEN MORE...