That makes me really happy, to know you've been able to overcome some difficult mental barriers in that sense! It's not easy, I know that much. Really, just do what makes you happy, just go for it! You get one shot at life here, so there's no point in living in regret. As I said, we're all just trying to make it in a tough old world, so just do your work, get your money, but don't lose sight of things you love to do. I'd avise getting out for a walk now and again if you can, just get some fresh air, clear your mind. It helps you to feel loads better. Just keep up the positive mindset, and little by little each day, you'll see improvement!