I didn't know Kawaii also had connotations of weakness and helplessness and disability, and that's how people acting kawaii will sometimes try to behave. It was startling for me, because I am one of the weakest and most helpless people I know. I'm pretty sure a few Japanese people have said kawaii to me during moments when the depths of my pathetic inabilities were revealed, and I never understood why because my face is NOT cute sadly, but now I get it. When I made this discovery I also looked down to find I was wearing my Cookie Monster tee. I am a proper Kawaii person, but I also feel I can relate to the Ganguro as well (maybe that's just because my face is a similar shade?). Sorry for these ramblings, but I feel like I've just found my kindred soul people. But perhaps sadly too late....how many Kawaii/Ganguros still rocking strong and steady past the age of their mid twenties am I going to find in London? Maybe I'm just chasing a fantasy like usual.