I once went through a similar thing with gaming, where I decided that I wasn't really interested in games anymore.
Having been a gamer since I was about 5, this was a significant decision. Gaming just takes up too much time and the majority of games felt like clones of each other, stuff that used up your free time but didn't really feel fun.
In essence, it was burnout. I stopped my heavy duty gaming.
But then, I found that my interest started picking up again, and I realised, that I'm
not actually done with gaming.
Like most hobbies, it's a question of balance. I played too many games for too long, and ultimately, I burned out. I still think that 90%+ of games are derivative and/or crap, but that doesn't matter, because I've diversified myself a bit now.
I've learned not to just get a game and play straight through to the end as soon as possible, but rather to take my time with it. At the same time, I've learned that I hate games that deliberately waste your time, and take ages without getting you anywhere. I used to play Final Fantasy games, but I could never play one of those now. The endless grind of levelling up was tedious in the extreme. When I got to Final Fantasy VIII and the system where you had to 'drain' spells from your enemies, I thought to myself, "that's
it, I just can't be bothered." If the plots interesting good, but if the gameplay is just tedious and poitless repetition and grinding, then it's not for me. But anyway, I digress...
I only recently remembered just how much
fun gaming can be, after I had a two hour Onslought session with a couple of friends yesterday. It was actiony, tactical, and intense. Everything I remember gaming being.
I
love gaming. It's still a part of my life, in terms of what I like to do during my downtime (certainly beats what's on TV anyway). But it's not the only thing I'm interested in, and I don't play games nearly as much as I used to. I'm lucky if I even manage to squeeze two hours in a week. But it doesn't
matter, because I only play the very best stuff that's out there now, and don't go loading up on mediocre stuff just for something to do. I don't feel a rush to try and squeeze in every great game that comes around. I've got a list of about 10 odd games I'd love to play when and if I get a PC upgrade (Half-Life 2, Thief: Deadly Shadows, Knights of the Old Republic etc.). I'll consider myself fortunate if I play about 3 of them. Like I said, it doesn't matter how many I play, it just matters that it's fun to play them, and I'm not trying to
cram a whole load of gaming in with the rest of my schedule, that just doesn't make it fun, and it ends up with me sacrificing other important things. Not good all around.
So why am I talking about gaming?
Because, with anime, I feel it's the exact same thing.
So when you feel as if you're burning out on something you love, take a break. Go and do something else. Heck for me, anime
was my break from gaming. I've been an anime fan since I saw Robotech when I was about 6, but I only really started getting back into buying anime (and I've even started buying some Manga) because I stopped playing games so much, and decided to try some other stuff in between my schedule. I probably wouldn't have gotten to watch shows like Last Exile, and Read or Dream if I hadn't.
So now, I've got a bit more of a balanced time schedule, and I feel much more capable of getting what work I need to get done, done. When I've got a large block of free time, I might try playing something epic, or watching a movie. Less time, and maybe I'll just watch an episode of one of my favourite shows. 10- minutes to spare? I'll just have a flick through one of my Mangas. Maybe I'll just read a book instead, or organise a night out at the cinema (and remember people, as much as you may love your hobby, it's important spend time with your freinds as well. Being a geek, I have geeky freinds who are into anime and cult movies and games, so that works for me. But then, that's probably a topic for another post :mrgreen
The key is balance. I don't know how it is for everyone else, but for me, if I do something, (even something I really enjoy) too much, I'm going to end up getting bored with it.
Take a break, give it some time, and come back with fresh eyes. It could be a week, it could be months or even a year. But it makes your entertainment a lot more satisfying in the end.
Sorry for the long rant.