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Lately I've been feeling myself very uncomfortable with the concept of time. Each day seems to make me feel worse than the last, and when I think about it, I feel like every second is taking me further and further away from a time in my life when I was actually happy, and the further away that...

I'm also looking for a copy of this if anyone is willing to part with it!

I think a lot of people are appreciative of the effort you guys put in every year! Not everyone loves some of the prices, but a lot of people do. It's a really busy time of year for you all, I'm sure, so to go the extra mile to put on themed days and such is genuinely very appreciated, if not by...

Finally managed to get Alice and Zoroku, thank you so much!

I feel like I talk about it a lot, and I still think about her every day, and that probably isn't healthy or appropriate. It is hard though, and I struggle a lot with it, but I can't shake this feeling of guilt about the whole thing, as if I'm being weird or something. It's hard to describe...

I hope I’m not coming off as obsessive in there posts. I just really miss her.

Yeah, I'll try to make myself tired more. It's getting a little better, it was just one night where I felt really depressed and awful. It honestly felt like my own head was against me. I'm not alone persay, I have wonderful friends and family, but nothing quite fills that void, you know? Those...

I just feel like any progress I make is always totally undone by the littlest thought or memory. I made that post at the end of October saying how I thought I was doing better, but I feel like I'm just lying to myself to convince myself I'm not just shoving all the sadness and depression to the...

I sure hope so, I'm not feeling so great atm.

I never got to write a reply, sorry, but I'm glad things worked out for you two.

This post is only kinda sort of tangentially related to the topic of the thread, but I still think that it fits here, so I'll just go ahead and write. It's a few days after, but I've been kind of reflecting a lot since Halloween. The 31st last year was kind of a devastating day for me. I won't...

Yeah, just last week! It was more than I was expecting too, but when the BDs are like £90 when off sale, you can kinda see why they're still worth a decent value.

It's really worth it if you have the DVDs. I got my Garden of Sinners BDs for £65 in the Prime Day event then sold the DVDs for £55 on eBay. People are still willing to pay a fair amount of the DVDs! Although I'd probably recommend waiting until the price of the BD goes back up before trying to...

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Thank you! Appreciate the support. I think I will have to see my Doctor again soon, if for nothing else than to get his opinion. As much as I don't want to appear as if I'm putting her on a pedestal again, I was too much for her a lot of times. I'd send her messages over a thousand words long...

So, it’s me again. Of course. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been posting about it a lot here recently but I just can’t stop thinking about her recently. Perhaps it’s just because the further away I get from her last message back in May, the more likely it becomes that she’ll never speak to...

Don't worry! This kinda stuff can definitely be a lot haha, just know the feeling is mutual from us all too :)

Glad to hear that Neil, hope all goes well for the pair of you. Even if the rest of us get nowhere, it's good to know at least one of us managed to find happiness :)

Yeah, I went into a hard depression of the whole series of events, starting from October last year, ended up on medication, therapy, the whole nine yards. It's tough, but even despite me not being 100%, I am far, far better than I was a little under a year ago. I have cried, and I don't feel any...

Thank you Rui, I appreciate your words as always. I never really thought about it, but I suppose it is a bit of a grieving process. She isn't gone, but she is gone from my life for the foreseeable future, and though I'm over the worst of it, it still impacts my life a lot to this day. Being...